I’m literally fifteen right now, and I don’t know what I’m supposed to be.

If you have dreams, let me tell you. Please keep it, please don’t you dare give it away. Dream as much as you can, as much as you want. Because when you’re in the last year of high school, you may need those dreams to support you, so you won’t fall.

Let your dreams guide you.

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迷った。

It’s depressing, you know? When your classmates already decided where they want to go, what they want to be in the future. And you’re just sitting there, not knowing exactly what your heart wants. I wonder how to understand what my heart’s saying when it can’t speak.

I was once a dreamer. I have tons of dreams I wanted to accomplish. But, now I think that this pressure shattered them. I don’t even know anymore what my passions/hobbies are. I’m not even sure about my capabilities.  I start to compare myself with others. I start to care more about what I can’t do rather than developing what I can do.

Time is money and I’m poor. I need more time to think carefully so I won’t make some ridiculous mistakes. But, I can’t buy time. I’m running out of time and my heart is still unsettled.

Humans-- made of complex atom’s structure, a soul with dreams and anxiety. That’s what we are.

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That’s why. Please fight for your dreams. Work hard for it-- at least giving your all to something you like won’t be too much burden, right? If you find something that interests you, don’t bother to think twice to learn more about it.

If we’re on the same boat, don’t worry, friends. This journey may be a long, complicated one.  But, we are all destined to land on our own destination. So, you may enjoy the ride and don’t forget to breath.